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Monday, June 24th, 2024

Far From Anywhere

Monday, June 17th, 2024: 2024 Trips, Gila, Regions, Road Trips.

The paired wilderness areas north of my hometown, the first established in the U. S., encompass almost 1,200 square miles of mountainous terrain. After I moved here 18 years ago, it was another 12 years before I found the time to begin exploring them on foot.

There’s a challenging dirt road, closed in winter, that runs north between them, but apart from that, this vast block of wilderness creates a roadless barrier between us and the rest of the state. I’ve long been curious about the north end of the wilderness, but until now I’d never ventured up there, because it requires a three-hour drive around the perimeter, most of that on rough dirt roads.

But with travel and joint pain forcing me to give up hiking since early May, I was going stir crazy. It’s been hot here, and I found myself longing for the cool shade of our high-elevation mixed-conifer forests. I could find that near home, but the highest point I can drive to is up on that northern edge of the wilderness – the legendary road, also closed in winter, that traverses the entire northern edge.

I’d driven up there from the west a few times to hike the crest trail, but past the trailhead, the road continues into terrain I’d never seen, terrain that’s got to be among the most remote in the lower 48 states. Although it’s crisscrossed with dirt forest roads and ranch roads, there are no paved roads anywhere near it. It’s a two-hour drive on rough dirt tracks from the nearest paved road or cell phone signal. It’s a three-and-a-half hour drive from the nearest small towns, and a five-hour drive from the nearest city.

The mountains rise to almost 11,000 feet, and the lowest points, the canyon bottoms, are nearly 7,000 feet in elevation. Once I reached the end of the paved road in the tiny ghost town, I entered the cool forest of pines, firs, spruce and aspen, and began climbing over 2,000 vertical feet on a rocky and deeply eroded dirt road that in many places was only wide enough for one vehicle. For the rest of the day, I would approach every blind curve not knowing whether a big truck would come barreling around it toward me, and if we didn’t collide, one or the other of us would have to yield and back up to the nearest wide spot.

The road tops out at 9,000 feet and begins traversing the north slope of the high mountains, winding in and out of deep drainages, with a long view to your left across a 3,000-foot-deep canyon to another big mountain in the north. I needed a break from the dangerous driving so I turned off as soon as I reached the traverse.

These slopes burned patchily but at high intensity in the 2012 mega-wildfire. My turnout remained forested, but a dirt track led upward into the burn scar, to a small cleared plateau which had probably been used to land firefighting choppers, and I hiked up there, about a third of a mile, to get a view north. This scar had filled in with dense New Mexico locust, which was in bloom.

Not a cloud in the sky as far as the eye could see, but a thin haze hung in the canyons and lowlands. Breezy and cool up here, but the day was obviously going to be warm.

That high traverse is only a little over five miles long, but takes about twenty minutes to drive. I soon came upon a Ford Escort – you can’t drive a car up here, but city SUVs will just about handle it. The little SUV was backing toward me, so I waited to see what he was up to. He pulled to the left for some reason and let me past – a retired couple out sightseeing.

I passed the trailhead that was the farthest I’d driven before. From now on, everything felt more and more remote. I encountered a couple of widely-separated trucks, but the traverse has plenty of wide spots for passing. In and out of dark forest, locust-choked burn scars, and black volcanic talus slopes. Finally I reached the end of the traverse and descended onto a long, narrow east-trending ridge, with a steep dropoff at my right to the deep canyon of a major creek. From studying maps, I knew the road would eventually descend to the creek, where there would be a campground.

The landscape ahead of me to the east was rolling terrain, averaging 8,000 feet, burn scars and grassland punctuated in places by higher forested mountains with gentle slopes. It reminded me somewhat of my beloved White Mountains of eastern Arizona, although nowhere near as spectacular. The best thing about this area was its remoteness.

The heights had been dry, like most of our region for the past three months. So it was a relief to see the creek running through dense willows and lush grasses beneath tall pines and firs. However, the road soon turned away and entered the harshest burn scar I’d ever seen in this region. Apparently the soil and its seed bank had been scorched and sterilized, so as far as the eye could see the low slopes were lined with nothing but dry grasses and annuals beneath the snags of burned tree trunks.

After climbing to a plateau at 8,000 feet, the road stretched out due east, almost perfectly straight for seven miles. I passed a little Jeep SUV, and came upon a big truck with a huge fifth-wheel trailer, parked in the road, which was fortunately wide enough to pass. A beautiful young girl wearing hippie garb sat on an ATV in front of the truck, and I waved as I slowed to pass.

A mile farther, nearing the end of the plateau, I came upon a Forest Service truck that stopped next to me. The driver said to be careful because a truck was broken down up ahead. He said the RV I’d passed was part of the same group, waiting for help. It was Sunday and I figured the nearest operating tow service would be four or five hours away.

I passed the disabled truck and descended into a shallow, grassy valley where the road turned south, and spotted a little lake below forested hills at the far end.

This was the reservoir of a creek that been dammed – maybe for ranching originally, but now for recreation. The road had been skirting the northern boundary of the wilderness the whole way, and the reservoir lay at the center of the northern boundary. It was hard to imagine a more remote place, but it looked well-maintained.

It’d taken me four hours to get here, and by chance it was noon. The big parking lot was empty, and I could see only two or three vehicles in the campground that sprawled back in the forested hills above the lake. I drove up to a scattering of unoccupied picnic tables overlooking the lake and found one in the shade where I started on the snacks I’d brought, and made the unusual decision to have a daytime beer.

Sitting there with that idyllic scene laid out before me, featuring ponderosa pine, the west’s iconic tree, I couldn’t help thinking of my dad. He’d love this place, once all the chores were done and he could relax. So many of us – Calvinists, WASPs, northern Europeans – both benefit and suffer from the compulsion to put work before pleasure, and the beer was helping me self-medicate.

Too much of the day remained for me to even consider driving home, and I wanted to try an easy hike. But this area was too exposed for such a cloudless day. I decided to drive back to the creek crossing and check out a trailhead I’d passed on the way here.

I pulled into the small dirt lot at the trailhead alongside a big truck, and a short man jumped out holding an even shorter fishing rod. “You fishin’?” he asked with a smile. I said no but wished him luck.

The trail entered the big trees where a smaller tributary joined the main creek. I saw the fisherman scrambling over rocks and stopping to cast a fly on a long line upstream. I’d never seen such a short rod used for fly casting.

The narrow valley was beautiful, lined with dark volcanic bluffs, the trail winding through shady groves and sunny meadows, the creek always near, murmuring over rocks. Birds and butterflies were everywhere – swallowtails, woodpeckers, flickers, bluebirds. I made it more than a mile and a half – my knee complaining every time I had to step over a log or boulder – finally emerging into a wide, shady “pine park” where the creek flowed wide and shallow and I watched native trout hatchlings shimmy their way upstream.

On the hike, I’d felt a lot of pent-up energy rising to the surface – my body really missed being put to work. I felt like I could’ve walked all day, but would’ve ended up in serious pain. Still, I was happy, and temporarily at peace, just being there.

As I mentioned before, the traverse along the crest is pretty nerve-wracking, never knowing when or what you’re going to meet coming around those blind turns. But I was plenty calmed down. I did encounter one truck that was coming faster than was safe, but I had enough space to pull over and wait for him to react. I actually ended up passing the sightseeing retirees again toward the end of the traverse.

The descent to the ghost town is the most dangerous part, because it includes really long blind, narrow stretches where backing up safely would be almost impossible. But I made it to the bottom without meeting anyone, only to reach the abandoned cabin – the most remote of all the cabins in the forest above the ghost town – to find a truck pulled over and people standing in the road.

I stopped next to them, and a tall man introduced himself as the new owner of the abandoned cabin. A young girl leaned out the driver’s window of the truck, and another man squatted outside, sharpening a chainsaw. They all seemed really excited. Having a cabin in the forest like that would feel like a dream come true until the next wildfire and the ensuing flash floods tearing down the canyon, destroying your access if not the cabin itself.

From there, it was a short drive to the paved road and the ghost town, the next scary stretch of twisting one-lane descending to the mesa, and finally rejoining the lonely north-south highway. I could more or less take the highway home on autopilot, until when approaching the gate of our biggest ranch, I spotted what looked like a small mammal ahead in the middle of my lane.

I was going 65 but had enough road left to carefully slow down. The thing wasn’t moving, but when I was close enough to focus on it, it looked exactly like a porcupine, facing me with all its quills erect. Porcupines supposedly live around here, but I’d never seen one. This one wasn’t yielding right of way, but another vehicle was coming fast behind me, and I suddenly realized that what looked exactly like a porcupine was actually the top of a narrow-leaf yucca that had rolled onto the highway! So I swerved around it and stepped on the gas.

By the time I returned home, I had driven over 200 miles, ascending and descending nearly 20,000 feet of accumulated elevation. And I’d still only driven about a third of the way around the perimeter of our wilderness!

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Canyon of the Bulls

Friday, June 21st, 2024: Blue Range, Hikes, Southwest New Mexico.

For over twenty years I faithfully performed a personal ritual on the winter and summer solstices, inspired by the sweat lodge ceremony at the end of my 1990 field course in aboriginal skills. Then, health issues and family obligations began to interfere.

But I still try to be mindful of the solstices, wherever I happen to be, whatever else I have to do on those days and nights.

This year, I had a commitment the night before, preventing me from rising before dawn and traveling to a place where I could observe the sunrise. After a long hiatus from hiking, I’d found a hinged knee brace in my closet from an injury many years ago, and wanted to see if it would enable me to start hiking again. I really wanted to get out in the wilderness, but all of our nearby wilderness areas are mountainous, and I needed to minimize the elevation gain on this trial run.

I finally decided to try a secret trail over near the Arizona border. I’d discovered this trail on the Forest Service’s website last year, while looking up another trail in the same area. The secret trail is shown nowhere else, and when I tried to retrieve the Forest Service map on this solstice eve, I discovered that they’ve removed the map feature from their website. The only map I could find that shows this trail is in an obscure internal Forest Service study that I dug up online in PDF form.

The trail starts at a pair of electric power transmission towers, in a remote, unpopulated spot a mile off a lonely highway. Despite being omitted from public maps, it has an old trailhead kiosk, literally on the wilderness boundary. But this is a relatively small wilderness area, so remote and obscure that even the published parts of it see very little visitation.

Except for cattle. I’d first checked out the trailhead last winter during a rainstorm, and discovered that because the trail is a secret, the only current users are cattle – which should theoretically not even be in a wilderness area.

Not far past the kiosk is a fence and a gate – I guess it keeps the cattle in the wilderness from mixing with the cattle outside.

And in all fairness, the habitat inside the wilderness area looks really healthy.

The transmission towers stand on a low peak with a view west over the entire wilderness area, which encompasses an expanse of mid-elevation ridges and canyons ending at a high mountain on the state line. The canyon bottoms dip as low as 5,500 feet, and the ridges rise to 8,000 feet on the west side.

Big cumulus clouds were forming and shifting around in the blue sky, high winds were forecast, and I expected the temperature in the canyon bottoms to approach 90 in late afternoon. The hard-to-find map shows the trail leading over a series of ridges, down and up and finally down into a northwest-trending canyon, where it follows the canyon bottom for a couple miles before joining a much longer trail. I was dreading the heat and was hoping the canyon bottom would feature a canopy of shade trees.

By the time I reached the far side of the ridges and could glimpse the canyon I was heading for, it appeared that the knee brace was useless. The secret trail turned out to be in really good shape – because of heavy cattle use over the years – but the grades were steep and rocky and I had to take short steps to protect my knee.

Cattle sign was actually pretty sparse, and thankfully at least a month old.

Finally I reached the canyon bottom, where I was surprised to find both big sycamores and a few big ponderosa pines, which are normally found at much higher elevations. But the canyon bottom turned out to be wide and sandy, with virtually no shade.

Despite being kept a secret by the Forest Service, the trail was well marked with big cairns. As the canyon twisted back and forth like a snake, the trail continued upstream, crossing and recrossing the wide dry wash, keeping mostly up on the bank in the sandy floodplain. It was bright and hot in that canyon, but the farther I went, the more the floodplain filled in with trees – oaks, willows, walnuts, two species of junipers, pinyon pine, sycamores, and a few ponderosas – so I eventually got some patches of shade.

Farther up, some pools of stagnant water remained in the creekbed. And on the now-shady floodplain, I finally emerged in a clearing, noticed a crude wire fence at my right, and turned to see an old log corral tucked back in a dense grove of trees. And when I turned forward again and walked across the clearing to study where the trail led from here, I saw the bull.

He almost looked like a brahma, but was probably some kind of Angus, and was hornless like most of the bulls in this region. Standing in the shade below trees at the edge of the bank, he was staring at me, so I started talking to him. After a while he turned away and resumed grazing. What to do?

The last bull I’d seen had let me walk past him, but that was in an area with frequent campers and hikers. This bull had probably seldom, if ever, seen humans. The canyon is really wide at this point – another big canyon joins it from the west, so I couldn’t easily detour to my left. I decided to try climbing the right slope and traversing above the bull, because there was a wall of dense vegetation between him and that slope.

Bad idea. I made an effort to be really quiet, but he either heard or saw me through the trees, and began bellowing angrily, again and again, while crashing directly up through the forest toward me.

I immediately turned around and began traversing back across the slope, hoping to get the fence and corral between me and him. The bellowing and crashing stopped, but dense vegetation still separated us, and he could’ve been crossing the clearing toward me, so I kept escaping as quickly and quietly as I could, re-entering the riparian forest downstream from the corral. It was like an obstacle course, but I was motivated.

About a half mile down the canyon, as I was rejoining the trail on the bank above the big dry wash, a terrifying, angry noise exploded out of the canopy on the other side. It was much louder than the first bull and sounded like some legendary monster out of the time of the gods in a Greek myth. It had to be another bull, but I’d never heard anything like it. I couldn’t see him, but he must’ve seen me.

The only thing I could do was keep fleeing down the canyon and hope that would satisfy the invisible monster. I skipped the crossings and stuck to my side, and before I knew it I was at the base of the trail up the slope.

Now it was sweltering, there was no shade, my knee was hurting, and the trail was really steep. So I took it slow, with short steps and frequent stops, and as I climbed, the wind blew stronger – that was the only thing that saved me. Somehow I made it back to the peak with the transmission towers.

I guess this is payback for failing to perform the solstice ritual…

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Return to the Crest

Monday, June 24th, 2024: Black Range, Hikes, Hillsboro, Nature, Plants, Southwest New Mexico.

I was fed up with this knee problem. I’d gotten used to my shoulders being in constant pain for five months, and after seven weeks of trying rest, ice, and compression, the knee wasn’t getting better either. So why not just go ahead and hike through the pain? I had plenty of pain meds left, might as well use them.

Sunday was forecast to be another hot day, and clear. I needed to find either a shaded canyon hike or a crest hike where elevation and breezes might keep me cool. Despite swearing never to drive that dangerous road again, I decided to tackle the crest hike in the east, where the road would take me to 8,200 feet and I would have the option of climbing an additional 1,500 to 2,000 feet higher depending on how bad the pain got. Like almost all my Sunday hikes, this one runs mostly inside the wilderness area.

As I should’ve expected, monsoon clouds were forming over the range, so it was actually cool when I got up there. I strapped on my compression brace, tighter than ever, in an attempt to mask the knee pain. I had to pee really bad, but as soon as I got out of sight and unzipped, I heard voices. I thought I was the only one who used this Forest Service road to access the trail, but when I turned, I saw a man and two women, youngish, dressed in what looked like cycling gear, leading two donkeys up the road.

“You caught me takin’ a piss! What are you doing with those donkeys?”

“Training ’em to race.”

I laughed. “Where do you race donkeys?”

“Mining towns, in Colorado, Arizona, New Mexico.”

I was shaking my head. “Never heard of that.” One of the donkeys came over and nudged me, and I stroked its head and neck.

“He’s looking for carrots!” the youngest woman said.

Donkeys and burros are the same species, but it’s customary to call the domesticated variety donkeys and the feral ones burros. These were pale, as opposed to the brown feral burros I’m familiar with in the desert. At home, later, I looked up donkey racing and discovered that “pack burro racing” is indeed a thing – their trainers run through town with the animals on a leash. It’s another one of these ridiculous Anglo hobbies that accompany mining history and tourism. Thank god we don’t have it in my home town.

I expected to go slow to protect my knee, so I told them to go ahead. But they kept stopping and I kept catching up. Finally after a mile they said they were turning back and I should pass them. I recommended they go a few hundred yards farther for a spectacular view, but that was clearly of no interest to them. Privately, I wondered how walking a mile could possibly be adequate training for racing. Their whole vibe was a little weird, like they weren’t really comfortable around strangers.

I’d forgotten how amazing the flowers are here at this time of year – both perennials and annuals. They were mostly small flowers, and some quite unobtrusive, so I became obsessed with finding and photographing them all. It was actually good for my knee because I had to keep stopping for pictures.

By the time I reached the saddle where the trail switches from the east side to the west side, dark storm clouds were massing to the northwest, and I realized, happily, that I would likely get rain.

The next saddle was my first milestone, because I’d originally planned to turn back here, or if my knee was doing well, to take the bypass around the peak for some more mileage without the elevation gain. I definitely hadn’t planned on climbing the peak.

But I now realized that it isn’t elevation that’s hard on the knees, it’s the grade – the steepness. No part of this trail is nearly as steep as the trail I’d mistakenly tried a few days ago. So I decided to continue to the peak, which has grassy meadows and a remnant of old-growth fir forest that barely survived recent wildfires.

It was really dark by the time I got up there. I found fresh bear scat on the trail and heard a crashing sound in the forest below – either a limb or snag falling, or a bear tearing bark off to reach larvae.

At the peak, I decided to continue to the lower meadows on the back side, hoping to find wild iris. There had been a lot, but they’d all gone to seed.

Just as I started down, the rain caught me, and quickly became heavy enough to require my poncho. But as usual it lasted less than half an hour, and afterward, the whole landscape seemed to glow.

My knee was in bad shape, and I still had more than four miles to go, so I popped a pill.

Not only was the descent hard on my knee, taking close-ups of flowers and pollinators required contortions that triggered pain in my shoulders. My mother has been dealing with this for ten or fifteen years – she was too old for surgery – and she’s just learned not to raise or put any weight on that arm. That might be an option if both my shoulders weren’t equally bad.

Approaching the parking area in the saddle, I found Forest Service trucks and trailers surrounding my little vehicle. It turned out to be six or eight firefighters from northern California, called down for the wildfires east of here. They were just hanging out up here where it’s cool.

We discussed climate change and lookout towers. I mentioned how most of the old towers had been abandoned. “Yeah,” said their leader disgustedly, “They’re all gonna be replaced by cameras.”

“They’ll probably use AI,” I replied, and they all rolled their eyes. These young outdoorsmen clearly saw the downside of progress, and were not likely to be filling their homes with robots or joining Elon Musk in the Mars colony.

I drove through rain, and when I reached town I found the streets flooded, in the exact places where the city had spent millions recently to improve drainage. We’d clearly had a significant deluge, our first of the season, but the Apple weather app showed low current humidity and zero precip for the past 24 hours.

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